Anne Bloom-McKenzie

Closing Down LJ

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 04:32:27 GMT

To those who have listed me as a friend, please be informed that I have moved to a different journal name. I have lost control of this AND tenderheart_281 journal due to the uncontrollable clutter. I will continue to keep this LJ until further notice.

If you would like to remain friends or would like to remain in contact, you can find me at annebloom188. Thank you.

Anne

Icons Prob with crediting

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 05:44:35 GMT

I need help to whoever's reading this. I found this icon on someone's LJ and I liked it. The prob is I dunno who made it and thus don't know who to credit. Anyone know who the creator is/are?
Any help will be appreciated. Thanks in advance.

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The Headless Horseman

Silent, but deadly.

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thud Faint

Sat, 12 Mar 2005 09:24:53 GMT

Sweet Mary and Jesus. For the love of God. These magazines are going to be the death of me. I got this pic from nikitas_lair and well... I'm absolutely speechless. I can practically feel my undies in need of a good change. Too much info... I know. A bit of an overshare but hey... all those OB fans are saying the same thing all around the world anyways. Sigh.

Need a cold shower. Or two.

William Ouchi's Theory Z.

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 05:35:57 GMT

Yeah, you're prolly thinking, HUH? Whatis she going on about? And who the fuck is William Ouchi and what is his Theory Z. Haha. I just did my Public Admin presentation on William Ouchi and even though, I spent 10 minutes explaining the criticisms sprouted by his arch-nemesis', I can't explain it again. So just ignore him.

I've got a lecture in half an hour BUT just doing a lil random post as I'm finally getting a chance to spend my time relaxing. Although, will start with my History of Malaysia presentation as of tmr. Oh well, at least I get short breaks no. Phew.

I've decided to NOT go for this field trip for my Law class to the one and only dingy prison on monday. Not interested simple as that cuz I've been there already and basically nothing fascinating there. At least, I don't think there is. They do give you a nice demo on how a person is whipped in prison. And it's not a lovely sight I tell ya.

Anyways, saturday night plan on going to my mate, Aida's wedding with my mate Khaliq and Norali. Norali is a friend of mine who's blind but really a genius I tell ya. Anyhow, we're swinging by to pick him up cuz he needs a ride. We can't let him drive by himself. lol. It's joke he made up. It's great that he can make fun of his disabilty. Anyhow, I'm not sure what to get Aida for her wedding present. Plus, I'm penniless. So basically might write down an IOU. Is it proper? Hmmm. The thought is worth pondering.

Am currently reading the HP books again. What? I like Harry Potter. Well, Bill Weasley and Oliver Wood to be exact but hey? So what? Anyhow, Saturday we're watching 'Luther' (the one with Joseph Fiennes) as part of my Reformation and Aristocracy in Europe History Course. It's a good movie plus its sad. So, should be fun.

I'm off for a cuppa. Laters.

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Boredom has struck again(!) Actually so, has stress.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 09:27:01 GMT

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Mon, 07 Mar 2005 08:30:17 GMT

You Aren't In the Best Of Moods

While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way.

You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three.

Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.

What Mood Are You In?

You think?

Haha. Boy! AM I having one fucked up day? Today is one of them days where everythign seems to go wrong but won't go into full details cuz I'm bloody knackered.

Woke up at 7am today, ahd to finish typing my English Report on "The Problem of Gender Imbalance in University". Plus, the stupid printers in campus don't even fucking work. had to go to my Department of History and borrow their printer. Useless fuck of a uni, I tell ya.

Plus, the stupid printer wouldn't work.... at first until someone had to fix it. Plus, I had to miss my Law lecture for that. Then, for my Public Administration Lecture, these stupid In-Service pricks caused a right riot with their gossipping. It was so bloody noisy, I swore I got a migraine and to make things worse, 2 hours of lecture... nothing passed through my brain except air. Fucking people!

So, yeah, guess you could say I'm having a bloody rough day.

I'm broke and I'm horny. Fuck today!!!

Btw, my mate, Aida is getting married this Saturday to this guy called Nick that apparently she's been shacking up with. 85% says she's preggers. I'm mean, but hey she sleeps around so basically what are the possibilities of her getting preggers?

The OC Season 2 starts on Sunday Channel 18, here in Mordor.

But something to look forward to, my older sis, Wienna says me and my younger sister, Nyssa are getting paid a for a 2 week trip to Dubai and visit her in JUNE!!!! Woo hoo! I'm going shopping.
Now, how do I persuade Orlando to go to Dubai as well. Wish the Dubai Film Festival was in June. Sigh.

Off to the library now, yeah I'm a fucking bookworm of a nerd to spend my time in the library. Been in campus ALL day since 8am. It's 4.30 already. Guess I'll stay until 8pm then. Gotta spend some quality time with my William Ouchi books.

Laters.

Constantine Banned

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 07:19:32 GMT

Totally bored and random. It's the start of the semester break and I sure as hell won't be getting any break. Cuz I've got assignments and presentations lining up when semester opens again. Fuck it!

Anyhow, got bored so I went and searched for this old cartoon in the 80's that I used to watch called 'Jem and The Holograms' and I actually found a brilliant site. It's http://www.angelfire.com/la/Holograms/.

Btw, I can't believe that they banned 'Constantine' from playing here where I live. Totally ass-kicking Mordor. God! Fucked up gov't or what. They said that it is too violent plus there's too many elements of Christianity in it PLUS the fact that the movie deals with a man going back and forth from Heaven and Hell whatnot is unsuitable for the country's faith. What the fuck? It's just a movie. Goddamn these people, they don't fucking know what entertainment is. Just cuz the movie shows Hell for what it could really is doesn't mean that we can't watch it? Anyhow, shops are selling the DVD and VCD's like hot cakes. Plus, yesterday I bought one. Haha. I didn't want to at first but my mum, yes MY MOTHER encouraged me to buy it cuz she wanted to see it. lol. Good one. I love my mum. She can be so funny at times. Anyhow, I watched it and it was brilliant. I def recommend people to watch it. Esp those who don't live in Mordor where I live in. Grrrr.

Anyhow, managed to download songs from the toon 'Jem' last week. So hilarious that I actually manage still to sing along.

I'm done gotta go to a funeral tonight. Plus gotta download some more songs cuz my Josh Groban CD is scratched. Grrr. Bought his old concert show on DVD. He's still got an amazing voice. I love Josh. Reminds me of Seth Cohen's Jew-Fro. Also bought 'Closer' on DVD too. Planning on watching 'White Noize' next week. hope its good.

Later. Have a great weekend.

oh so emo

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The Blowers Daughter Lyrics

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 04:08:01 GMT

by Damien Rice

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

Sickness and Health

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 01:27:13 GMT

I haven't written an entry in over a week because I suffered from the most horrible of the most horrible high fever in all of 21 years of my life.

I got the chills last Friday when I came back from an outing with my parents. Felt fine before, even had ice cream. But after 6pm, I felt to feverish that I wore a blanket without any AC and without the fans on. My mum dragged me over to my gran's and there my aunt further antagonized me with a massage cuz her personal masseuse, Elsa was there. So I gave in.

Later at night, I couldn't sleep a wink and the panadol I took didn't even had any effect on me.

Woke up the next day with a high fever. I wouldn't wake up even when my mum dragged me to the hospital. There, the doc diagnosed me with 40degrees of high fever. The highest! Or in her own words and I quote "You have a high fever, man!" If I wasn't so sick, I would've laughed.

I was given anti-biotics. Or shall I say "Anna-Biotics". Yes, I know, they're not named individually. lol. The medication did not have any effect on me in any way nor did it reduce my fever. The next day, I felt slightly better (Sunday) even went out to see "Million Dollar Baby". Which I proceeded to bawl my eyes out AND created a runny nose. (Eeew! I know!) I hate that movie. No one told me it was a tear-jerker.

After that my fever got EVEN worse. Just when I thought it couldn't get worse! It did! I didn't wake up from my bed until Tuesday. I had mouth ulcers, a splitting headache (literally), a high fever, a numb tongue, nausea and vertigo, numbness on my hands and feet, rashes too (like the kind you get when you're about to have chicken pox, which were as itchy as hell!). Plus, to make matters worse, its embrassing yet painful I have boils on my arse cheek! 1st time ever.

I dunno whether you lot has ever had one. But it sure sucks the fun out of your day. Actually, I'm still suffereing from it. plus, my skin is so much in need of a moisturizer that I feel like I'm shedding my skin like a snake. Grrr!

Never again! My mum so worried that she even gave me a sponge bath to get my fever down. She lastly took me to a private doctor and there I was given new medication. Lo and behold, I got better that night! To think that my mum was gonna take me to the hospital which they would've admitted me in. Thank God! I felt better. Until today, I am recuperating. Unfortunately, my assignments are building up as I speak *type! So I gotta go and get to it.

I have to say a prayer to God for allowing me to get better cuz I for sure thought I was going to die from the fever. :)

Supposedly, this is going to make me feel so much better!! *grin*

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22

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Tue, 08 Feb 2005 04:18:43 GMT

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• You must tell 11 people about this game.
• Orlando is the one that you love.
• Benjamin is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Wienna.
• Nyssa is the one who knows you very well.
• Hafiz is your lucky star.
• If you're not the one is the song that matches with the person in number 3 (Orlando).
• Unwritten is the song for the person in 7 (Benjamin).
• California is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Smile Like You Mean It is the song telling you how you feel about life
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Random

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 09:15:50 GMT

Completely Random Entry. Got some quiz to fill out. Sheer Boredom.

1. Your Full name: Anne Ashburn
2. Do you feel like your name fits you? No
3. Do you have an alter ego? If so, what is his/her name? Anna Axter-Baxter. Shhh
4. Where were you born? Mordor
5. Where do you live? Mordor
6. Do you like to travel? Yes!
7. What is your birthday? 08/18/83
8. Do you have siblings? 2 sister, Wienna 27 and Nyssa 12.
9. Do you have pets? 50+ Cats. No Joke!
10. Which was the happiest year of your life? When I was 3-9 years old.
11. How old do you wish you were? 25
12. A movie is being made about your life. Who would you cast to play yourself? Kelly Hu or Zhang Ziyi
13. Who would you cast to play your significant other? (if you have no significant other, cast someone anyway) Orlando Bloom
14. How would this movie end? Tragic
15. Is it better to be famous or infamous? Depends
16. Youre going to die a natural death. What is the cause? Old Age
17. Youre going to die a sudden, tragic death. What is the cause? Car Crash
18. How long do you plan on living? Until I'm 60 max.
19. What was the last song you got stuck in your head? Phantom Planet's California
20. Sing any commercial jingle. Don't know any.
21. What is your favorite element on the periodic table? Iron
22. Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise
23. Introvert or extrovert? Extrovert
24. Creation or evolution? Creation. Hate Evolution. Who are we to play God.
25. Action or reaction? Action
26. Unity or individuality? Both
27. Hugs or drugs? Hugs!
28. Animal, vegetable, or mineral? For what?
29. Popsicle, creamcicle, or fudgecicle? Popsicle?
30. Fight or flight? Fight
31. Who is your favorite historical figure? Plato
32. Which historical figure could we have done without? Queen Marie Antoinnette L'Austrichienne

33. What happened in the last dream you remember? Don't r'ber
34. Do nice guys really finish last? No
35. What are your favorite boy names? Harold Boromir and Rathe
36. What are your favorite girl names? Iran-Mia and Ezinma
37. Open or closed? Open
38. White bread or wheat bread? Wheat
39. Is it better to burn out than to fade away? Fade away
40. You put a quarter into a toy machine. What comes out? Energy
41.What do you want to be when you grow up? A politician
42. What were your favorite childhood toys? Care Bears and My Little Pony
43. What was your first pet? A Cat named Nicky after Nick Carter
44. What annoys you? Alot of things!!!
45. What is your favorite action caption from the old batman tv show? ex. "pow" or "blam" Don't have one!
46. How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop? about 40
47. The glass... half empty or half full? Half full

WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON:
48. Tightie whities. Horrible
49. Mc Donalds happy meals. Yummy!
50. Reality shows. Love Hate R'ship
51. Gummi bears or gummi worms? bears
52. Would you rather sky dive or deep sea dive? sky dive please.
53. Paper or plastic? paper
54. What position do you sleep in? princess
55. Do you sleep on the left, right, or the middle of the bed? middle
56. Sweet or sour? sweet
57. What was your favorite after school special? Coffe Bean's Iced Blended Mocha
58. What is your favorite word? "Anathema"
59. Beach or mountains? Beach
60. Mounds or almond joy? Huh?
61. Do YOU feel like a nut? Mostly.
62. To give or to recieve? To give
63. Chocolate or caramel? chocolate
64. Do you have any nicknames? Anne, Annie, Anna Alabama, Anya
65. What does your name mean? The Light and Our Successful
66. Have you ever fainted? Yes.
67. Have you ever had a crush on a school teacher? Yes
68. What was the last thing you ate? Hot Dog
69. Do you have any bad habits? Yes, I crack my wrist. Instead of my knuckles.

WORD ASSOCIATION
What is the first thing that comes to mind when you hear...
70. Grey... hame, Gandalf The Grey that is.
71. Human... mankind and its evolution
72. Fruit loop... Cereal
73. Glove... Glove compartment
74. Plum... Eeew!
75. Structure... Infrastructure of a building
76. Race... NASCAR

77. Heart... Attack. Heart Attack.
78. Parasite... Lice
79. What was your first happy memory? School Play, when I got to be the Princess all the time.
80. What was your first unhappy memory? Getting back to Mordor from London

81. If you could visit any time period, what would it be? The future

82. What would jesus do? Don't believe in him.
83. Make up a word and define it. Austrious - Someone who is powerful yet kind.

84. Favorite kool aid flavor? Don't have

85. Favorite pick up line? Don't have one.
86. Who was the third gunman on the grassy knoll? Huh?
87. What did you like to make believe as a child? That I was a Princess

88. Did you have an immaginary friend? No. Thank God!
89. Would you like to live in a castle or a mansion? Both
90. Re-arrange some of the letters in your first, middle, and last name to form a description of yourself. I'm lazy to do so.

91. Do it fast or do it right? right but sex-fast pls.
92. What was the last book you read? Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix
93. Have you ever had surgery? No. Thank God!
94. Random fact about you...... I'm half Chinese and half Malay
95. What is the first thing you wash in the shower? my teeth
96. What is your favorite cereal? Frosties
97. If you could learn any foreign language, what would it be? I've done Spanish already so I guess it'd be French or Russian
98. If you had the choice to live forever, would you? No.
99. If you had the choice to be the opposite sex for a day, would you? No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
100. Fate? Yes
101. Ghosts? YES!
102. God? Of course
103. Big foot? No
104. Soul mates? Yes it's in the hand of God!
105. Aliens? No
106. Angels? Yes
107. Loch ness monster? No
108. Heaven and hell? Yes
109. The Zodiac? No
110. Love at first sight? No
111. Karma? Yes
112. Vampires? Yes
113. If you had any super power, what would it be? The power to change the world into a better place.
114. Would you use your power for good or evil? Depends
115. Name something nostalgic. MatchBox ccars?
116. What are your turn ons in the opposite sex? Hands
117. What are your turn offs in the opposite sex? Hairy Back. Cringe
118. What was the best compliment ever given to you? I have a good brain.
119. Which character from Scooby Doo do you most relate to? Scooby and Shaggy
120. What is the worst trend of the present time? I have no idea
121. Beer or wine? Neither
123. You can't sleep. What do you do? Read
124. Do you wear jewelry? No
125. What is your favorite smell? Tommy Girl
126. What was the best decade of the past century? 20th
127. Which is your favorite month of the year? December
128. Do you smoke? No. I quit 7 months ago.
129. Do you drink? Not a drop
130. What was your favorite subject in school? History
131. What was your worst subject in school? Maths
132. If you had to give up one of your senses, what would it be? Eyesight
133. Do you follow your head, your heart, or your crotch? Head
134. Do you truely know who you are? No
135. Are you superstitious? No
136. Are you sentimental? Yes
137. How many times a day do you eat? 2
138. Are you more of a main idea or detail type of person? Main idea
139. What is your favorite pie? Apple Crumble Pie
140. Have you ever been close to death? No
141. Do you like roller coasters? Yes
142. Apples or oranges? Apples
143. Are you hyperactive? No
144. Do you talk in your sleep? No
145. What is your favorite holiday? Christmas
146. Do you go to church? No
147. At what age do you think you will be married? 28-30
148. If you could open up your own business, what would it be? Bookstore/Coffee shop. Partnership with my sister.
149. What was the name of your first boyfriend/girlfriend? Ryan
150. What is your weakness? Orlando Bloom
151. What was the last movie you saw that made you cry? Return of the King
152. If love were a flavor, which flavour would it be? Strawberry
153. If hate were a flavor, which flavour would it be? Rubbish
154. Have you ever been prescribed any drugs? Which ones? Yes The Symbicort Inhaler Steroids for my lungs!
155. Is lying sometimes necessary? Yes
156. Bubbleyum or bubblicious? the latter
157. What is your favorite curse word? Fuck and Bitch
158. Do you have any birthmarks? Yes, my right arm.
159. If you could visit anywhere in the US, where would it be? NY
160. If you could visit anywhere in the world, where would it be? Egypt/Africa/NZ
162. Do you feel like your physical self matches your personality? No
163. What was the name of your kindergarten teacher? Miss Anna
164. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Neither 20/20 Vision
165. How tall are you? 5'3"
166. How tall would you like to be? 5'8"
167. Your current mood: Tired
168. Do you dress up for halloween? No
169. Have you ever been in a car accident? No
170. What is your favorite lucky charm? My Silver One Ring. LotR
171. What color of underwear are you wearing? Pink, I think.
172. Do you tend to date people younger or older than you? No
173. Do your exes look alike? No
174. Do your exes act alike? No
175. Have you ever been in love? Yes
176. What is your favorite kids movie? Too many to mention
177. Have you ever hallucinated? Yes
178. What do you like most about the opposite sex? That I can't live without them.
179. What do you hate most about the opposite sex? They're arrogance
180. Have you ever been on a blind date? No
181. Would you want to be cloned? No
182. Have you ever peed in public? Yes
183. Are you an optimist or a pessimist? The latter
184. How did you find out that there was no santa claus? I didn't.
185. Pancakes or waffles? Waffles
186. Are you on a diet? No
187. Why is the grass always greener on the other side? I dunno
188. Do you always want what you can't have? Yes
189. Do you act stupid around someone you have a crush on? No
190. Have you ever been arrested? No
191. Can you cook? Yes
192. Do you think its wrong/weird if a girl asks a guy out? No
193. Do you have any allergies? Hay Fever
194. Ketchup or catsup? Ketchup
195. Do you believe there is a meaning to life? If so, what is it? It's reasons best left unknown
196. What do you think about before you fall asleep? Orlando Bloom or Bemjamin McKenzie
197. What are your thoughts on the nature of good and evil? Its a balance
198. Step into your cave. There you will find your power animal. What kind of animal is it? Tiger/Lion
199. What does your power animal say to you? I'm a leader and fierce
200. End this survey with a quote: "Only the Dead have seen the end of War!" Plato

And then it was Saturday..

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 05:12:19 GMT

I hate Saturday's!
It's not only the weekend and my day off from school. But I just hate it. Call me wierd whatnot. Grrrr.

Anyhow, just wanted to update that I went on a shopping spree yesterday. Yeah University allowance came out. Finally got to buy the Guess Messenger Bag I wanted. It was $115 instead of %109. So off with my money. Then, went out to The Mall and saw Elektra. Everyone else was saying that the movie sucked but I don't listen to people and thank god for that cuz I actually enjoyed the movie. I enjoyed it mostly cuz of Goran Visnijc. However you spell his name. He was so good looking. Plus Wil-Yun Lee was by far the best looking Asian guy I've ever laid my eyes on. Growl! lol.

I've got about $350 left in my a/c and need to save it for that stupid Samsung phone now. Call me a sucker! Anyhow, have to delay the posting of Jo's Xmas present. yes, how delayed can it get? lol. I'm so dead!

My mate, Nadiah just sent me a text this morning to tell me that she just passed her driving test. Hurray! We're off to celebrate one of these days. She's heading back to Brisbane on the 13th Feb.

Need I remind myself that I need to finish my assignemnts. Aaarrrggghhh!!

Thursday afternoon, had teh best time ever! My mate took me out to get lunch then went to play Pool/Billiards and then we went Bowling. had so much fun. It was crazy. Definately Happy Hour for me. then at 5pm hung out at he beach cuz my mate needed a smoke. I felt proud that I didn't get sucked in for a smoke. lol. Tempted but nope. 7 months without a fag is good enough a record for me. :)

Did I mention I got one of those rounded shoes ala Stella McCartney that Mischa Barton wears. Haha. I did except the one I bought is in tweed material. So very cool and very Gwen Stefani-esque.

Can't wait to wear it.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:48:04 GMT

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A Thing Called Friendship & Backstabbers

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 06:27:45 GMT

I just finished classes and had to hold a meeting for my Bowling Club. Yeah, so I waited with my Treasurer AND Assistant Secretary right? Anyhow, they both went out to go to the loo and I asked if I could borrow my friend, Jaff (the Treasurer) if I could borrow her new Nokia phone. Y'know I just wanted to check her phone features plus, I had to reply a text msg. I'm currently bankrupt from phone credit so...

Anyhow, she was reluctant at first to lend me her phone and asked why I wanted to see it. I told her yeah, I wanted to check the features and reply a text. So she was relieved I don't know why? And left.

Her phone got a reply from my mate and I checked it. But unfortunately, I accidentally clicked something else and had to go to the Inbox personally. When I opened the Inbox, I saw around 10 text messages from my crush, F. I know I shouldn't have but I read them ALL! I had to know what she'd been doing texting with my crush at midnight. Wouldn't you? Anyhow, I read them and they were flirting at night and in the morning before classes right under my nose. I was so sad and disappointed that I cried. When they came back in, I pretended nothing was wrong.

I don't know whether they're dating or not but I do know that my crush, F has someone ignored me as of late. Without any reason too. What pisses me off is that my so-called friend, Jaff (She's a she by the way!) wasn't even interested in him when I liked him last semester. It was only when I told her I fancied him she started to like tell me "Oh, F is such a sweetie!" "F was here just now, is he always so funny?". OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I didn't see it before? I'm so stupid!

Is this sort of thing I have to go through in life? I hate it. I hate her! And I hate him! If this is the case, then... I'd rather be a spinster for the rest of my life.

I'm gonna go mourn for what's left of friends I have left. True friends that is...

Boredom Strikes Us All

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 05:31:11 GMT

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~Many happenings~

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 04:09:05 GMT

Last night, I went and saw my EE RotK DVD again. Y’know bored as I was. And I was really saddened that there is no more Lord of the Rings. I mean reality hit me pretty bad last night. I watched the farewells on Disc 4 and felt what the cast and crew felt. If that made any sense at all. I was in such an emotional wreck, my eyes were bloodshot red. Plus, I was practically sobbing. I mean was really touched with every little thing that Pete and the cast and crew said about how they all grew as a person, etc.

I don’t particularly understand why I was and still am really touched and attached to a movie @ that level of magnitude. But Lord of the Rings has really caught my attention and my heart that no other movie has. I know that sounds cheesy but that’s how I feel.

Anyhow, I esp. loved the bit of tribute made by Pete and Fran on the late Cameron Duncan. I have to say I’ve got the biggest and outright newfound respect for him. He was a brilliant actor, director and writer. Although, I felt saddened that he had passed, he was such an amazing person in general, even after his death he has continued to touch people in memory.

DFK6498

“Freedom is taken so much for granted
and you don’t appreciate the small things that you have.

My number is DFK6498,
a number which was written on all my records since the beginning of my life on this very Earth.
Sentenced to imprisonment.

I didn’t kill anybody,
I didn’t perform a crime.
Hell, I’ve never even drank a drop of liquor;
Nor smoked a cigarette;
Never looked twice at drugs.
I’m what you call, a 100% straight shooter.

But I’m in here, this hellhole,
My personal four-wall prison.

All because of this.
This thing.
This demon I must care for and nurture,
For this is why I’m here.
It’s amazing how something so simple can destroy so much.

The meals here are horrible.
Everybody says it.
It’s amazing how much a human being will endure just to survive.
It’s always the same here.
Always.

I have a tendency to feel sorry for myself but
I’m constantly reminded of the others who join me her.

These peole
They’re only young.
They, too have committed no crime.
For everyone here is innocent.

I go through the “day in, day out” routine.
The heed guard is so punctual.
He comes in every morning;
binds me to my room.
It’s a punishment I must face as part of my sentence.
It’s like Kryptonite to Superman.
I hate it.
The only thing I have to go by is that it’s all for my own good.

I suppose it’s my fault I’m in here,
For years I’ve spent toying with fate.
Maybe fate has chosen to toy with me.
In which case,
Fate has served this purpose well.

I was so free.
The world my playground,
The soil my arena.

Fate has pushed me so far as to see,
My life teeter on the edge of a building.
But I would never jump.
I live for my parents,
For the people I love.
For when I die, it is not me who will be affected.
It’s the ones I leave behind.

This will probably be the only goddamn prison that leaves the doors unlocked.
It’s a torture that each inmate must face.
But I dare not leave.
Not even for freedom.

The worst part of being here is how time ticks by incessantly,
So slowly.
Being caged doesn’t mean that time stops,
For we all live our lives by the clock.
And so too do I live mine,
But much slower.

Seconds feel like minutes,
Minutes like hours,
Hours like days,
Days like months.
It’s like chasing a ranbow to no resolve.
You just chase it.

I’ve found the best way to pass time is to sleep because when I sleep,
I dream.
And when I dream,
I can rise above the walls of the prison.
I dream of walking up among lillies;
and getting that feeling in my body that only comes when you’re by yourself.

I dream
of the simple things that possess so much beauty,
for even the most fortunate man.

I dream of listening to the whisper of my breathing;
paying attention to the function more so than at any routine moment.
I dream;
of seeing things so beautiful that it hurts to watch them.

Freedom is taken so much for granted,
when you don’t appreciate the small things that you have.
You know the hardest part about dreaming
is having to wake up
because when I awake.
I’m still here".

Rest in Peace Cameron Duncan,
“You’re not forgotten”.

Anyhow, wanted to wish Elijah Wood a very late Happy Birthday. Haha. Hoping he and Shel didn’t over do the drinking.

On a sour note, I now have 12 assignments and presentations to get started on. Grrrr. Actually, I think I should prolly start on it soon.

Am currently STILL looking forward to my January Uni Allowance of $658. lol. Yes, it’s horrible isn’t it, I get paid to attend Uni by the gov’t.
I’ve still got my eyes set on that $109 Guess Msnger bag. Plus Seth Cohen’s Samsung. The one he uses on The OC. Call me obsessed. Definitely O.C (Obsessed Completely)!

Disregard

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 11:10:50 GMT

I'm requesting some icons. I know some people offered to make icons, so here's my list. Feel free to have fun with my requests.

I know this may seem a lot so I'm apologizing in advance for the trouble it'll cause. :)
I haven't any of the pix that I'm requesting, so if you could find them for me, I'll be eternally grateful.
I have included whatev I want in my request so no prob will be encountered.
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1- Marissa Icon
Pic: Obtain from Season One Episode One: The Pilot; Marissa when she first met Ryan in the driveway for the first time.

Words: "The Beauty"
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2- Ryan/Seth Icon
Pic: Obtain from Season One Episode One: The Pilot; Seth playing PS2 in PJ's with Ryan with a spoon in his mouth.

Words: "Unbeatable Combination"

Extra Info: I would like this icon to be moving as the guys are pressing their joystick vigorously, 3 secs and repeat. Plus, the words blinking.

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3- Ryan Icon
Pic: Season One Episode One: The Pilot; At Holly's Beach Party, after Ryan said the line "I think I can get in less trouble where I'm from". I would like his face/reaction after he said that. It's that cheeky/shy/cocky/looking down look he gives Marissa; can also be found during the opening credits (Very early episodes only).

Words: *Feel free to choose, I'm not choosy. Just to be safe, make one blank with no words*

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4- Ryan Icon
Pic: Season One Episode 2: The Model Home; scene when Ryan is exercising on a construction pole/bar.
3 sec repeat. Animate.

Words: Definately... The Brawn! (in bold and blinking!)

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5- Seth Icon
Pic: Season One Episode 4: The Debut; Seth walking away from the gameroom with the most "adorkable" walk, prior to the Cohen's informing Ryan on his adoption.

Words: "Simply Adorkable"

Extra: The walking part (not stilled) if possible, I want it animated, moving. Repeat in 4-5 seconds.

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6- Seth Icon
Pic: Season One Episode Four: The Debut; Seth bouncing and testing Ryan's PoolHouse Bed.

Words: "I"m so crafty, I surprise myself!"

Extra: Animated. Let the icon move again and again on repeat as Seth bounces and rolls on the bed.

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7- Ryan Icon
Pic: Season One Episode Four: The Debut; Ryan's response/shrug/look when Anna says "I can't wait!".

Words: *Feel free to choose, I'm not choosy. Just to be safe, make one blank with no words*

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8- Ryan/Marissa Icon
Pic: Season One Episode Seven: The Escape; Ryan and Marissa wake up in bed spooned together.

Words: "Speechless"

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9- Ryan and Marissa Icon
Pic: Season One Episode 25: The shower; @ the end when Ryan and Marissa share a moment @ the pool chair as Ryan rubs Marissa's arms as the song by South "9 Lives" plays until the creds roll.

Words: "Picture Perfect"

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10- Seth/Ryan Icon
Pic: Season One Episode 26: The Strip; Ry and Seth bowling in the penthouse of the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino. The scene where Seth slaps Ryan saying "Did you see that? I almost bowled a strike!" and Ryan slaps him back!

Words: *Feel free to choose, I'm not choosy. Just to be safe, make one blank with no words*

Extra: Animate/moving feature

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11- Julie Cooper Icon
Pic: Season One Episode 26: The Strip; Julie's reactions when the strippers invade the Cohen's house. (Include all cheeky looks/smiles/grins/headbangings/dancing)

Words: "Just One Lil Stripper, Please!" (Sparkle)

Extra: Animate

Grrrr!!

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 06:57:28 GMT

Held a meeting for my Bowling Club and hardly anyone came. Stupid and ignorant members I tell ya. Told to change the clubs name without the club. What the fuck are we gonna call ourselves: The Bowlers Team/Group. That sucks badly!!!!

We're not allowed to use the term 'club' apparently?? Fuck! Someone have any suggestions feel free to comment, I suck when it comes to name games. I hate uni and the administraters. The fuckers!

GRrrrrrrrrr. Pffffffffffffttt.

New Background.

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 10:43:48 GMT

Don't wanna brag but I finally figured out how to fix my background! lol. Stupid yeah, but it took me a loooooonnnnnnnngggggggggg time to figure it out. Now that I have, I'll go grab a snack and start on my darn assignments piling up as I speak (type).

Adverts

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 03:56:58 GMT

Just wanted to squeeze a lil time before my Law and Society lecture.

Just posted up ads for my communities, where its relatively empty. lol.

They are:-

atwood_ryan
benj_mckenzie
oc_the
claims_court
the_oc_ep_claim

Feel free to join in the fun.
These are relatively new so be nice. I'm also looking for Assistant Moderators.

Anne

Nothing to do, can you blame me?

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 18:08:26 GMT

Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Congratulations! You are Susan Mayer, the divorcee
and single mom who will go to extraordinary
lengths for love.

In 1983 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan is president of the US

Sally Ride becomes the first American woman to travel in space

Marines are killed when a TNT laden suicide terrorists blows up Marine headquarters at Beirut International Airport

US Marines and Rangers invade the island of Grenada and evacuate hundreds of US citizens

The Soviets shoot down Korean Airlines flight 007

The Internet Domain Name System was invented by Paul Mockapetris

Ronald Wilson Reagan signs a bill creating Martin Luther King Day

Baltimore Orioles win the World Series

Washington Redskins win Superbowl XVII

New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup

Return of the Jedi is the top grossing film

"Every Breath You Take" by The Police spends the most time at the top of US charts

The A-Team and Webster premiere

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

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Which Desperate Housewife are you?
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You Are a Liberal Republican

When you tell people that you're Republican, they rarely believe you.

That's because you're socially liberal - likely pro-choice and pro-gay rights.

You're also not so afraid of big goverment, as long as it benefits people and not politicians.

You are the most likely of any Republican type to swing over to the Democrat side sometimes.

What political persuasion are you?

Bored

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 13:58:32 GMT

You scored as Eowyn. You're Eowyn! Eowyn is a brave young lady of Rohan. She is not afraid to stand up for what she believes in, and would be willing to die for her cause if necessary.
"Women of this country learned long ago those without swords can still die upon them."

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Eowyn

94%

Arwen

88%

Frodo

88%

Gandalf

81%

Faramir

75%

Samwise

69%

Pippin

56%

Gollum

50%

Aragorn

44%

Which LOTR character are you?
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My latest icon!

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 12:44:38 GMT

Much thanks to sunnyaurora cuz she made my request into reality. I so love my new icon. She's brilliant!

The OC Quotes

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 03:46:00 GMT

Bored so once again I'm here entertaining myself by collecting The OC Quotes. lol.

Seth Cohen:

Dude, what do we do? I don't want to get thrown out of the hotel. I love the hotel. I want to marry the hotel and have little alcoholic, gambling-addicted kids with it. Is that wrong?

I was like a fish flopping around on dry land. I was like Nemo and I just wanted to go home.

Seth: A triangle's not a friendly shape ... it's a point, it has sharp edges ... triangles hurt people...

Seth: Now, we're gonna have to really put our heads together and do some serious Jew-cruitment. Ryan, do you think you can rope in some Hebrews?
Ryan: Blonde hair, blue eyes. Yeah no problem, I'm a natural
Seth: Fair point, my Aryan friend

Yeah, yeah. Me and Marissa? We could be related. I don’t know. I can’t even do the Math. But the real kicker is … Julie Cooper: My Grandma. My Grandma wears Uggs. Think about it.

Seth: No, it's my precious, you can't have it!

Ryan Atwood:

Where I come from, having a dream doesn't make you smart. Knowing it won't come true ... that does.

Seth: We could just not go.
Ryan: We can't not go. We're here.

You know what I like about rich kids? (punches Luke) Nothing!

Summer Roberts:

He's an Elf, he saved Middle Earth, that's a huge part of European History.

Julie Cooper:

Just one one? Please? Please, just one little stripper who’d never hurt anyone. Who’s just trying to make his way into the world…Naked?

Do not say my name outloud. Come to the motel, park across the street then walk. I'll get the same room. Knock twice so I know it's you. And Luke, this is a booty call.

So who'd you beat up this time? Dr. Kim?

Kirsten Cohen:

Kirsten: You know as you these questions in hoping to elicit an actual response.
Seth: I like to think I can convey everything with a look.
Kirsten: Well, you look adorable!
Seth: No.
Kirsten: Cute?
Seth: No.
Kirsten: Dope?
Seth: No.
Kirsten: Rad?
Seth: Please, please, this is so painful for me!
Kirsten: Hey Sandy, dosen't Seth look rad?
Sandy: Oh, you do look rad! Mad props son!

All I could dig up on. It's hard work doing this y'know. Anyhow, gotta go start on my assignmments now. Phew!

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 07:48:36 GMT

your bitch.

What swear word are you?
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